Kostas, you're not alone, Friend! We lost my Mom in August of '11, very suddenly. She had Parkinsons as well but died of a sudden, massive heart attack. It's still tough some days... I do offer my condolences and if not sympathy, then empathy.
I am physically disabled and am having trouble getting the powers that be to believe that... It seems they go out of their way to say, "no"... so, no money or job here, either...
But, you do have a reason to celebrate... something I don't... you mentioned your daughter. There is your reason to celebrate! A New Year with a New Life! Count the blessings you do have and keep moving, because a moving target is hard to hit!
And so, with a fresh cup of coffee fortified with a shot of Bailey's Irish Creme, I wish you a God Bless and Happy New Year!!!