Soccer announcers that have exhausted every superlative when describing a goal....."brilliant.....astonishing...incredible...amazing...awesome"... Sure, some are very well played, but NOT any of the above !
Sorry to hear about your situation.....it makes life difficult for sure. I also have had family losses, but I kept the models. Sometimes didn't touch them for years, but they were there. At some point, I thought that I was ready to get back to building. Luckily my stash was sitting there waiting for me to get back to building. Now my models are more important than ever. Good luck with your situation. You have a lot of people behind you that understand.