I understand what you are saying. The builds here are unreal in their detail. Sometimes I think one of mine turned out good till I see one here and then I ponder taking over my wife's scrapbooking hobby and see if I am better at that ( Nooooo , I do not even understand the theory behind scrapbooking).
I agree with the others here to build for yourself. Make what makes you happy. Like so many now I am going through a bit of a rough patch and having been using this hobby to stay sane, though I am not sure it is working completely And have been having real fun building cars I always wanted to build when I was younger.
Just keep having Fun!