Chris gives some great advice, The question is, do you have the strength & discipline to exercise it?
Just think about it. How many times have you seen Bill Geary, Dave Susan, Scott Colmer,or Lyle Willits calling people out? You can learn more than how to build a kit from them. You can learn how to be gracious & humble by the way they present themself.
I know I have given you grief about your dealings with others, and I apologise, because you have made good on thoes dealings. But I have never punked you about your builds, because I see talent in them.
You just need to tone down your attitude, thats all. Try it for a while, I know you will see a much better responce to your posts.
One more thing is, running away from anything shows weekness, and we all know your not week.
Stick around and show us what you can do.
Ron