Sorry for your loss.I had three cats.Mother,father and one runt little kitten.Over the last couple of years,I had to put two of them down.Very hard to do.I had the mother for 18 years.Sweetest cat I ever saw.The father,who was about 8 years old, died mysteriously one day, and I had to put the baby down.She was only around 6 years old..The mother and the baby both had feline cancer.I buried the father, and had the other two I had cremated.No more pets for me, that’s for sure.It just was too difficult when they all died.The father looked just like the black cat on here,Shelby.☹️