I am not a perfectionist but I do strive to make better models everytime I finish and pick up another. I have learned a lot of tricks and good sound techniques from Cruz and every time I see his models and the way they turn out, it just makes me want to try harder the next time. There is nothing wrong with that, the main reason to join the forums and clubs and attend shows is exactly for that, to become better modelers. Perfection? It doesn't exist, specially at this scale.