Good to hear, that you go on the hobby again. I was happy to see some results of you during the year.
I'm really glad, you came back after your personally "punch in your face". Sometimes the fortune is not the best buddy. It was bad and it is still a long way to get over this experiences. Sometimes I find my self in thoughts and then remember, what hard time you have been going thru. I'm so glad, that you got very good help and now that you meet people where you can say that you have found your middle for the next years.
I'm crossing my fingers, that time will cure the wounds.