I had that sentiment too after being on the forum for a year. Instead of being disappointed that I did not have the awesome build quality of many of those here, I decided to simply be inspired by them. Over the last couple of years I slowly improved my skillset as I was able. Take each project and give yourself a vision of all the things you know you CAN do and add one more task you have not done before to it. Do not overwhelm yourself. You will find over time that your subsequent builds will naturally improve. Be encouraged. Hopefully you have enough stash to start something new temporarily if a project needs to be paused for a time.